One Hundred Thousand Little Suns

What is the name
for these lights
that sparkle and shimmer so
off the surface of the Sea
when Father Sun blesses Her
in just such a way?

What is the name
of these 100,000 little suns
dancing across the breast of their Mother
so enchantingly?

I watch these 100,000 children
of dancing, sparkling, shimmering light
and become enchanted
forgetting time altogether
and falling,
falling deeply in love
with the Sun and Sea
all over again.

These are the sparkling, shimmering, dancing children of divine light
sent to remind me to forget
so that I can remember all over again
that this planet is constructed of love
and that we all swim, dance and walk in this beauty
and that it is OK
to just stop
and breath it all in.

And weep into the sand
of Old Man House Beach in gratitude
for having been brought all this way
to be right here, in this perfect moment
hauled out and drying off in the Sun
like a contented seal
after an exhilarating and lovely swim
in this Sea; whose 100,000 dancing children of light
have caught my eye
and reeled me in
like a big old fish;
to be splayed open
and feasted upon.

Let my love and passion be as much a feast
for Father Suns 100,000 dancing, sparkling children
as theirs is for me.

But while I sat
suspended in timelessness
something happened!
Because I see
that the tide has not stood still with me
but has again come in,
covered the shells
and pushed Bainbridge Island back into her previous position
way over there, where she rightfully belongs!

And if the 100,000 dancing, sparkling, shimmering, children of light
some how manage to hook me
and splay me open in timelessness once more
the tide will go out, right before my eyes
and I may not notice.
And I could become the enchanted old woman
of Old Man House Beach:
who came one day and remembered to forget
so that she could remember
all over again
that it’s OK
to just stop
and breath it all in.

Cathie Jo aka Shar Shk Buk
Sept. 10th. 2015
Old Man House Beach, Suquamish, WA

This Love Which Feeds Me: Grizzly Bear Love Song

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I feel you there

scratching at my heart

as if, it were your very own

personal birch tree or
maple
as the case may be.

And that, if you open

my heart
just, so…

my nectar, which is The nectar
of the Gods:
the very sap of my being,

just. might. issue. forth.

And you could drink of my essence

and I could feed, this love
which feeds me.

Cathie Jo aka Shar Shk Buk X
August, 9th. 2015
Suquamish, WA

This Love Which Feeds Me: Grizzly Bear Love Song

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I feel you there

scratching at my heart

as if, it were your very own

personal birch tree or

maple

as the case may be.

And that, if you open

my heart

just, so…

my nectar, which is The nectar

of the Gods:

the very sap of my being,

just. might. issue. forth.

And you could drink of my essence

and I could feed, this love

which feeds me.

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Cathie Jo aka Shar Shk Buk X
August, 9th. 2015
Suquamish, WA